Waiting
for touchdown
As
the jet tears through the darkened sky
It
leaves a trail of vapor
That
mirrors the burnt out emptiness
Our
love has come to be
The
battle scars are gone
But
wounds still will not heal
They
open up under this pretence of civility
Which
is the cruelest thing you have ever done to me
Your
pretense is such a wicked defence
It
comes naturally to you
Me,
I am naturally callous, vicious minded
I
take pleasure in your pain
I
vent my rage
Yet
it leaves me feeling
So
vacant
So
mean
I
am obscene
As
have been the things
I
have seen
You
however
Change
tact
You
will not just let a thing drop
You
will not let the battle stop
Unrelenting
Unforgiving
That
is all that we have become
Turbulence
But
we are already strapped down
They
call it marriage and other things unsound
I
wait for touchdown